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07 August 2011 @ 06:35 am
so I herd you liek mudkips.  
Finally Livejournal is back! I was afraid I wouldn't be able to blog any longer. Okay so, I'm in a new school now. It's nearer to my house, which is a good thing. But... man, I just can't stand the people. Many of them are so stuck-up or insensitive. Especially this girl in my class, she's always bossy and annoying. Whenever she calls my name, I can't help but shudder at the sound of it. I can't bring myself to like her. Believe me, I've tried, but she makes it so hard. Oh well, it's not that I can do anything about it, since they are who they are after all. 
Anyway, let me write another rant about school.
Two or several weeks ago, me and my classmates were talking about our future. At first it was just a light topic, but, somehow, it got serious.
"So, what do you wanna be when you're older?" "What major are you taking for university?"
Those are the questions everyone's been asking me lately. They look at me with such curious eyes, it intimidated me. My head always get swarmed with emptiness. The only thought I had was: Whoa, calm yo selves people.
I can't believe it, though. It's been almost a month since I entered in my new school, and people are throwing serious questions at me already. This made me consider about my future of course, because in just three or more years, I'd be out of high school. Then, I would have to be admitted in a good university. But, that's where my mind becomes stuck. In my country, when you're in year 11, you'll have to choose the "major" already -- like, science or social science. Well damn. Both subjects involve maths so... that's hard to consider. Very.
But I'm really glad my parents said they will always support me. They'd be equally happy if I choose social science rather than science, because to be honest, I'd like to take communications major. I don't know if choosing social science will aid me for university, but I do hope I won't regret it. And--
Oh God, I'm still young and I can't believe I'm thinking this far already. But can you blame me
Screw this.
The future doesn't scare me at all.